Orgasm control and denial

Master has asked me to blog about my first experience with orgasm control (by him) and denial.

Master has been very interested recently regarding orgasm control and denial. This is something he has always been interested in doing, and lately has been researching blogs and websites regarding that. He even sent me a few links to blogs of slaves that are under severe orgasm control (i.e. over a month or more without orgasm). Reading these blogs scared me, his interest in such scared me.

In past experiences, being unable or not allowed to orgasm regularly has turned me into a cold-hearted bitch. Without regular release I get annoyed, pent-up, frustrated, etc. As long as I have been together with Master (over 2.5 years now), I have been allowed to masturbate and orgasm as much as I pleased as long as I teased myself three times before release. It looks like things are changing...

Last night we lay in bed and he beat me a little. Then he used a dildo, then his fingers, while I played with the Hitachi Magic Wand (my favorite toy ever), while he continued to deny my orgasm after many beggings and pleadings. I think I almost came at least 15 times last night, but never got off. *Sad face*

He gave me two options:
1- Orgasm at that time, but be teased and denied in the same way for the next two days
OR
2- Do not orgasm at that time, and be allowed to orgasm the next day.

I chose option two. I can make it through one night, but two nights?! I don't think I would be able to.

While I don't find this whole orgasm control and denial pleasurable in the least, I trust in Master that he has a "master plan" for all of this and by doing his bidding is just another way I can serve him and please him. I only hope that I don't end up like some slaves that don't orgasm for months on end. I don't know if I could handle that!